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GODDESS OF SPONTANEITY
Having them is your new spectator sport:
high and dry near-death experiences few
and far in between because identity's
impossibly watered down, then iced here
while you repeat what you said a tenth time,
and I swear we are paying attention.
Trouble is we bugged you learning lines
that, redelivered, sound less from the heart.
Spontaneity would be our goddess
if she existed; we're certain she doesn't.
Ever caught me making fools of myself,
or even kings? The strain of this honesty
disorients me until I fall under
an influence originally exerted
on you, poor man, who've let yourself go.
I'd offer you a job as your new jailor,
but some portfolios we never touch
without the limits imposed by logic,
the voice of the age's—you know which one:
the larger it grows, the more often I lose it.
Remember hunting our favourite beasts,
then wearing their skins to prove conclusively
they did our dirty work? I don't either.
Agreeing with me's not always in your interest.
© Walid Bitar |